Date : Monday, May 21, 2012
Time : 7:11 AM
favourite place of all time

went to my favourite place again today.
it never fails to make me feel so calmed and relaxed.
sitting there, stoning... may just be the best thing to do there.
i could do that all day...
once im there, memories start to renew by themselves...
its sad because all these were what we once had.
not sure if you still remember them,
i hope you do...
your dreams, your aspirations, your future, all that you have said are still fresh in my head.
when you said it, where you said it, i can remember all these so clearly.
i smiled at my foolishness.
i smiled at your image i had of you.
i missed you so much.
i swear if i were to see you walking past in front of me, i would jump up right to you and hug you so damn tight that you wouldnt leave.
of course, i would cry,
i will cry
and i wont let you go.
i wouldnt let you go...
deep inside me, hoping you would hug me back,
pat my head, look at me and wipe my tears,
and tell me, you wouldnt leave.
take my hand and sit with me.
me leaning on you, with your right arm over my shoulders,
staring into the beautiful space.
kissing my forehead gently...

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listening to our kind of song...
keeping mute.
enjoying every second, every moment we have left.
living in paranoia, that the next glance i looked at you, you will disappear.
disappear far far away from me.

it is just sad like that.

i want you back,
i want you here now.
this instant!
please?

i can really die everyday waiting for you...
my life you can take it.
i dont want it.
i dont want it without you.