i miss you.
its not like we are miles away but,
so what i we are just near by?
it just feels like we are so far away.
cant talk to you.
see you on the streets,
first thing i would do is pray that you didnt see me
didnt look into my direction
dont recognise me.
when we were still friends,
you told me that
you would come and say hi even though we arent close anymore.
memories are the ones that is still holding me down.
it looks like you have moved on pretty well.
i'm sorry that i cant make you proud.
your friend J must have already told you about my results.
u wanted me to get back at the girl whom you loved but looked down on you,
and a girl who was always competiting with you.
im so sorry.
i thought i could but, now i know im not good enough.
no wonder we never made it through.
i have not loved anyone for long.
i need someone to take you out.
all these, i cant tell anyone...
