watching dramas at 3am in the morning sure makes me emotional when im not emotional at all.
saranghe saranghe saranghe...
i want to feel what it's like to have my heart broken now.
at least i feel something...
the irony...
i want to feel what that feels like again.
i want to cry like i never did before.
i want to feel so sad that i feel suicidal.
i want to go to places and say "we were there"
i want to feel how staring into space for hours were so enjoyable again even tho every muscle was hurting, just by thinking of you...
i dont want how all good things come to an end.
he respects you, loves you, protects you from all harm, danger, anything that he knows that you will not feel comfortable with.
walked you home,
shares jokes from school with you,
making you pirority.
no matter how busy he was, he would still make time for you.
:D
when you are sad,
he gave up plans with his friends and made sure u are okay before sending you home.
told you his story and say "dont worry, i've been there" "you have me, so dont worry"
hmmm...
that was all in the past.
how memorable right?
time was the cause of our 'break-up'
time was the one that caused the distance between us
time was the one that made me love him so much
time was the one that me so insignificant in his life so quickly
time was the one that erased all memories of me from him
why?
maybe its because time made him realised that im just not good enough for him.
im not in a JC,
im not from a SAP school,
im not rich,
im not talented...
who am i?
what rights do i have to keep him with me?
im just nobody
